BRING SUMMER TO SPEAK
Manifestation|Visualization. SelfLOVE. Overcoming Obstacles. Motherhood. Domestic Violence Prevention.
IN A NUTSHELL, THIS IS MY STORY
I’ve been immersing myself in the Personal Development world for over 15 years. This is nothing new to me. But what I didn’t realize is that during almost 11 of those 15 years, I also simultaneously lived in a prison of abuse. My abuser was very clever, as they often are, and this made recognizing the truths of my reality extremely difficult.
I felt confused. And depressed (which was not like me). I wondered how it could be possible that I had been through so many Personal Development courses, read so many books, become a master at my mind and my thoughts… and yet, I still couldn’t figure out how to simply… be happy?
I hired a coach and after working together for a bit, she told me that what I was experiencing was abuse. At that time in my life I couldn’t even fathom what the word ‘abuse’ meant. I literally put my hand up in the air during that phone call as I sat in my car alone on some dirt road in the middle of nowhere, as though to say “STOP.” And then I said ‘Mmmmmm, I think that’s a strong word. I’m a powerful, confident woman and I wouldn’t allow that in my life.’
I didn’t know the first THING about Domestic Violence. It took me a couple more months to really wrap my mind around everything, but my coach was right. I couldn’t believe that this was my life! That I was merely a puppet in someone else’s grand plan. And once I did fully wake up to the abuse, there was no turning back.
I bought a $20 non-smart burner phone, hid it in a bag of tampons, used it to make a plan to escape (as I believed my iPhone had spyware on it) and then I executed the plan.
It was the hardest, most terrifying decision I ever made. But also, THE BEST.
What happened next was miraculous.
Everything I had been working on for 15 years finally started to manifest. All along, I held in my hands the tools to create the life I wanted, but I wasn’t “allowed” to create that life. I wasn’t allowed to be me. Or to make my own decisions.
And now I share my story with others, because unfortunately I am not unique. Most of us experience abuse and way-too-hard challenges (yes I realize there is a more proper way to say that but I don’t care). Point is, we all only get one shot at this life. And if we don’t take it by the reins right now, we are wasting precious time. I am here to help lighten the load and get as many humans as possible on the path toward safety, peace, happiness, love, adventure and true bliss.
Thank you for visiting and I hope we get the opportunity to work together in the near future.
If you need help, please reach out to my coach, Diana Iannarone. This woman saved my life.
“NOBODY SHOULD HAVE TO LIVE IN ABUSE.” ~